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Sian...

Just watched the movie just now together with haffiz and Dan!!! GREAT SHOW!!! OMG!!! I really never regretted watching it... Apparently, haffiz enjoyed the show too.. There was lots of hidden jokes like sarcasm and adult jokes... Really dont mind watching it again... I just love sandra bullock... Such great actress and its just amazing how this show she manage to juggle the role... Something different i can say.. 4.5/5.. A MUCH AND RECOMMENDED SHOW TO WATCH!!! 

Wow. Time really flew by really quickly that fasting month is finally back. The best period of time is now where i can finally learn to be patient and lose weight at the same time... Hehe...

Kinda disappointed today coz rehearsal at OMS was freaking a waste of time. Attendance was SUPER Pathetic and i really dont know wat's goin on.. Kinda annoying if ppl sms me regarding whether i'm goin and when i go, they are not there... Haiz... Wat to do... Just be patient since its the fasting month... Hehe...

Broke fast at home anyway. Couldnt eat so much and really no appetite anyways. Haiz... At least i know i can lose weight again. HAHA!!! Met up after that with Ben10... Long time nvr see him and of coz we lepak and slack and that was my day... SIAN!!!

Well!!! I guess i'll just come back to multiply since facebook is LAGGIN!!! BLOODY HELL!!! Hahaa... Give me time to upload Billions of photos and so... Haha...

Anyway, It's been a long time since wrote things... I'm in BAND B in the SAF bands with all the BIMBOs... Thanks Johan and bimbo!!! I'm sure we gonna hab loads of fun together... HEHE!!!

Alot of things have happened since my last visit here in multiply and there was tears and joy!! Wow... Time Passed freaking fast dont you think??? It's been about 9 months since i last wrote here and its already august... I'm just happy that there are new frens ard and i cannot wait for more to come... Looking forward for the future!!

It seems like forever since i updated this multiply... hehe... gambar semua also havent uploaded... haiz... Well its too late now... I'm goin NS like later.... ARMY TEKONG, HERE I COME!!!

I'm gonna miss like everyone... SOB2

hi yo... Its been a long time since i come to my multiply... Sorie lah eh... Been possessed with watching japanese drama online... Anyone interested can just go to this website, aznv.tv ... So far, these are all the drama that i've watched...

Gokusen Season I, II, III
Hana Yori Dango Season I, II
My Boss My Hero
Gachi Boy
Hanazakari no Kimi tachi (Jap) AKA Hana Kimi
Rookies
Orange Days
One Pound Gospel
Yukan Club
Shomuni
Yamada Taro Monogatari
Tokkyu Tanaka 3 Go

Each season has about min. 10 episodes and about 45 mins long... I must have missed some shows coz lost the links already... Haiz... But i tell you tat i really enjoyed myself watching all this... Its really a good way to waste time... Since some of my frens never go out... I still got about 14 dramas to watch and complete b4 i go for my NS...

Yeah and i'm already goin NS soon like on 12th Dec this year... SADdening... but its ok lah... i dont mind goin earlier...


I really had so much fun yesterday... It was so last minute... Me and shahir decided to go to nite safari... BWAHAHAHAHAA... Really had so much fun... Want to know wt we did??? NOTHING much... just took photos and enjoy the scenery... Sorry if never invite other ppl but we really last minute plan... About 4pm only i ask him whether wanna go or not... BWaahhahahaa!!

Ok lah... I'm still updating photos and goin back to watch my japanese drama...

Watch here

Its really a good show... Watch it whole day and finished it already... BWAHAHAHAHA...



The story of a young, idealistic teacher who enters Shirokin Gakuen with hopes of making a difference in the students' lives. However, Yamaguchi Kumiko (Nakama Yukie) is in for a rude awakening when she finds that she will be the homeroom teacher of 3-D, the hardest class to maintain in the school. The students have multi-colored hair, sloppy uniforms, and show absolutely no respect to her. The leader of the class, Sawada Shin (Matsumoto Jun) is lazy but bright and shows some interest in Yamaguchi when he notices that she is very different from other teachers. The students try to bully her to make her quit, but their attempts don't get them very far. What the class and the rest of the school does not know is that Yamaguchi Kumiko is actually the 4th generation heir to the Ooedo Group, a notorious yakuza clan. Even though her family would like her to take the title of Ojou when her grandfather dies, they have accepted the fact that Yamaguchi would rather be a teacher. Eventually, the students learn to...The story of a young, idealistic teacher who enters Shirokin Gakuen with hopes of making a difference in the students' lives. However, Yamaguchi Kumiko (Nakama Yukie) is in for a rude awakening when she finds that she will be the homeroom teacher of 3-D, the hardest class to maintain in the school. The students have multi-colored hair, sloppy uniforms, and show absolutely no respect to her. The leader of the class, Sawada Shin (Matsumoto Jun) is lazy but bright and shows some interest in Yamaguchi when he notices that she is very different from other teachers. The students try to bully her to make her quit, but their attempts don't get them very far. What the class and the rest of the school does not know is that Yamaguchi Kumiko is actually the 4th generation heir to the Ooedo Group, a notorious yakuza clan. Even though her family would like her to take the title of Ojou when her grandfather dies, they have accepted the fact that Yamaguchi would rather be a teacher. Eventually, the students learn to respect their quirky teacher because of her devotion to them, and even give her a nickname: Yankumi.

Watch it here Season I
Watch it here Season II

For Season III, you can go watch at Veoh.com and just type gokusen3..

Its a really good series... I laughed and cried alot during the show... HEHE

http://link.brightcove.com/services/link/bcpid1417423198/bctid1460763005

Click on this website.. I'm so pissed off just by watching this... What are they trying to do???

This is another great movie that i watched... BEWARE... Its a gay movie... But i find it really sweet... The boy is definitely a great actor... Laughed alot...

Sowie lah eh... Having movie marathon online and i happen to pass by this movie so i decided to watch it... Dont think wrongly...

Watch "Breakfast with Scot" Movie

I was really bored today.. Went to teach Cat high then go OMS gamelan... BORING!!! Since this whole wk i got whole wk off from mac, it feels really sian and somemore no money... SOB2...

Anyway... Just finished watching this korean movie.. REALLY SAD!!! I cried like at the end... You guys shld probable watch it...

Click here to watch

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My life is in a mess i guess... this is really terrible... I really screw things up.... My Frens, My Family, My Life...

I guessed i almost screw up a relationship this wk... Which is bad enough.. I'm not goin to elaborate on this...

You know wat? I've deferred school and think about goin NS... Kenape pulak?? I guess i've problem in school and i wont say wat lah... I guess its not nice to tell everybody this.. One day i've decided to go to school and defer ns, another day i decided to defer school to go NS.. Giler kan?? But seriously, I've just too much problem until i dont know wt to say... People may say that i'm making excuses to run away and all... But thanks to Mr adams (My music head of department), the other day my dad got called up to meet with him, We talked this issue and we've (I) decided to go NS... My family dont really know wts goin on and all... I thought after that day since my dad actually said that he was concern about me and told me that if i got any problems, i could go to him... Of course i felt happy tat day... You dont know how happy i was... I thought i had someone to talk to especially in my family... But still, there's too many things i cant talk about... Why do you think i need a counsellor?? This is my secret yeah... I think its better to tell that i'm meeting a specialist for help...

Today i woke up really late like at 6pm and broke fast at home... Went to OMS and had some issues there also... Went to geylang to accompany fren shopping and went to lepak with some frens... My dad called at 4am seeing that i'm not home.. AND GUESS WT??? He ask me home straight coz now fasting month and not good to stay out late... I'm sure that he's concern and all... came home and he ask me where i was which was wat i stated above and he told me that i cant stay out late coz he cant trust me anymore... It really hurt me alot... My mom is just crying outside and i'm sure that i'm the cause.. I know its all my fault anyway...

The other day my mom called me asking where i was and she said if i had any problems, i should talk to her... I've really hurt her this time... I really feel bad but there's just things that i can't talk about with them... Why do you think i'm working at Macdonalds anyway??? Its to distract myself... But things are getting out of hand... Everybody is blaming me for lying... I'm really stuck...

I guess i've to let go by writing on my blog... I'm sorry again if i've hurt anyone...

This wk have been really terrible... The things that really went wrong... I'm sorry to those i've hurt ard... My niat was for the good but apparently the story or misunderstanding have caused this to happen... I dont mind losing frens but i dont mind if its for the better of those surrounding... I'm sorry if i break the trust of someone...

 

This is all i've to say... Whether i've being forgiven, it's up to you...

I' m like really bored although its already 7 in the morning and i'm not asleep yet!! YET!!! So watch all the youtube video and you guys should really watch some of them... The singing are just amazing.. I teared when the kids sing... Even the National Anthem was beautiful... HAIZ!!! I'm goin to continue watching...

I just got my laptop back anyway and my dad removed everything.. I lost all my files!!! DAMN!!!

Haiz.. Havent started working!!! So irritating... 7-11 nvr called me or anything.. NVM.. By friday, if they still nvr call, maybe i'll just work at MAC amk.. Really need part time night job so tat can get things off.. Really so many things on my mind and it really annoys me... I thought goin OMS and stuff can distract me but wat about now??? My usual sleeping time is like at 7am as you can see now... Haiz..

I'm really beginning to hate school.. It sucks.. WHY??? I dont know.. just want to say it.. BWAHAHAHHA... Well, got nothing to talk about now anyway... so cya another time..

Things hab been pretty bumpy i guess... Like many of you may know, i got barred from almost all my subjects and i can only blame myself... I quite dont mind it i guess.. Again sorry syafiqah for all the hard work that you've put in.. I promise you i'll get another better piece and probably we can play for my next exam or something...

On tuesday, OMS senior rehearsal practice cancelled.. Haiz.. NVM... So i went to school after a long long time since Jon fox ask for a meeting tht day... It was really really hard to go to school coz where to show my face.. I've disappeared so long and now wanna show back again.. WAH LAU!!! ahaha... Alot of percussionist were concern bout me and thx guys... Somehow i felt cold shoulders and can feel tht they are talking behind my back... But wht can i do... They probably hate me anyway which i dont really bother that much... Benjamin was still the same annoying guy... I guess his head got really so big coz he scored an A for his percussion studies.. Good job though... Haiz.. Hab to go to school tmr morning and confirm whether i'm goin germany or not... Coz he said that he's goin also.. Kinda weird... My conductor just told me 2wks ago that i'm goin and now he's goin also.. Cant blame them... Its just like wat my teacher said.. I'm the most attitude person in NAFA now... OUCH!! It hurts me but i cant blame them again.. Can only blame myself... Kinda down now and well, no choice...

Sent my application for 7-11 to work night shift anyway... Hope to get the job... I'm really broke now and lets say if i go germany, no money!!! BWAHAHAHA... Somehow maybe if i nvr go germany also... Its kinda irritating lah have to face so many ppl... I'm sure they'll think its unfair also.. But i've already paid for my trip and my conductor told me that he bought the tix already... Some part of me wants to go and dont wanna go also.. Haiz... This is infuriating... Again, i only got myself to blame...

My laptop spoil again FYI!!! HAIZ!! I hate computers.. So irritating that it have to spoil... Now hab to use main comm again..

Well, i guess i'll just update another time..

Life is really interesting isnt it? People do say that there are ups and downs in life... I definitely believe in that... Somehow, For me, life have its EXTREME ups and downs... When its good, its really really good... But when its bad, It can really get out of hand.. Lets say for example like the other time when the bitch klub like got outing and stuff especially for the BBQ BK outing, it was really unexpected coz i really enjoyed myself and also my gaji for school and oms got in.. So i sort of am rich tat day... The other time, i lost my cash ($500) whom i was suppose to pay back to a fren... Thats extremely sway i can say... Of course these are not the only good and bad events i can say lah..

School have been really suckie anyway.. I got barred and failed almost every subject...
How to tell my parents?? BWHAHAAA!!! My parents expect me to go NS which i got the notice anyway and suppose to report tekong on 13th sept... HAha.. So fast goin in ah.. But too bad i've to defer 1 more year but my parents still dont know!!! HAHAHA!!!

I kinda enjoyed the this 2 weeks.. Had gamelan performance with wandi's group and 2 sri warisan group.. It was really enjoyable... for 1 wk we perform and today was the last day... Somehow kite mcm layan diri.. not really alot of ppl listening to us except for yesterday where some actually made the effort to applaud us.. Hahaha... Most of the time i was jamming anyway... Especially when had to play saron kuda kepang song... HAAHA!!!

Well, i'm goin to sleep now lah.. Hab to wake up early to look for job. WOW!!! ME LOOKING FOR JOB!!! YA!!! coz goin germany in june and hab no money at all lah!! SOB2... So till next update yeah!!!

Woah!!! Its April already and i haven't been blogging!! BWAHAHAHA... All updates will be up like real soon (I guess if i got the time yeah!!! BORiNg SIAL must update all the things) Ciao!!!

Well... Didnt blog last night so just gonna blog now..

Friday was like really a fun day lah... Just like dynn, i myself am becoming an owl.. Its really horrible... I sleep so late like 5am++++++++++++++, and wake up like 4pm like tat.. It sucks... Wonder how to wake up for school next time again... HAHAHA...

So since i woke up late, just wanted to meet danial early coz later tat night, we were suppose to meet abg ibrahim for supper at Royal park hotel.. Haiz... Janji jumpa siang but being typical danial, in the end jumpa kul 6.30pm... I left home at 4.30pm anyways FYI... so just hang out at AMK hub myself and jadi mcm budak bodoh walking ard there like a gazillion time coz i just stay opposite AMK hub anyway... Everyday i'll go there.. haiz... Then finally he called me to meet him at bishan at 6pm BUT knowing that he'll be late as usual, i just waited outside and hab a smoke (NOT 'a' but 3 sticks).. Haiz... Bile nk berubah dan?? BWAHAHHAA... So we waited at the train station there for Shahir to arrive and so we three sesundal trio make our way to OMS Senior..

Met farina, Rafiq, dynn, daus 1st at ASM... Did i mention tat Rafiq finally got motorbike... WAH!!! Finally... Now Farina and Rafiq look like some Mak cik and Pak cik baru balik dari jemputan like tat.. So funny...Oops.. Sry...

So at OMS, as usual no reheasal.. Haiz.. So they decided to use the time to do library.. Well, for me, i decided to jam... BWAHAHAHA... So the 1st set we played;

• Cant Take my Eyes of You,
• I Will Survive
• Cinta Arjuna (Tong Hua)

And of course the musicians for the 1st set are as follow;

• Keyboard     Dynn
• Guitar          Shahir
• Bass           Me
• Drums         Danial
• Rebana       Haffiz

It was really not nice.. .Bwahahhaa... we all like trying to find chords and all since i dont play the bass and we just jam ard... From normal music to different genre such as techno to asli to joget and etc... Tak sedap langsung.. Bwahahah..

But later when dynn start to do the library, haffiz play the keyboard and we play cinta arjuna.. Surprising its really not bad at all.. Bwahahaha.. using asli rhythm since dan plays the rebana.. Its really good.. one day we'll like you guys hear and see how you guys vomit...

We left early with wandi to meet abg ibrahim at the hotel where we have our supper.. Its really really damn good and i was super bloated by the end of the whole thing... Fom 11pm to 1am i eat and eat and eat and eat... Its really horrible.. I feel so fat..

After tat i went to meet the rest of them again (dynn, shahir and fiz)... and we lepak so late.. Wandi met us later anyway... It was a really nice conversation..

(This next part is copy from Dynn.. Since he wrote everything, i'm too lazy to write)

then met back them at Istana Park...we lepak for awhile there...n decide to sit at Youth Park Kopitiam..then....we walk again...haiz...but tat nite was strange..it was soo cold..i bet u guyz felt it too rite??? i thought its gonna rain...but it rained earlier already rite...

soo..we had a long chat...forcing Wandi to come back to PAGE (hopefully he made up his mind. if he still care for us...hehe..) we talked abt improving our playing in Gamelan, new Gamelan instruments (the best part is..we can choose wat color we like...wow!!) I kept requesting weird color..haha...like..PINK!! PURPLE!! BABY BLUE!! haha...!!! nak act cute je heh aku..yak dhish!! Everybody was just jealous... we talk abt our new Gamelan song(s) which Wandi gonna arrange (some r ready)...n we were so excited abt the new songs we gonna play...n i tell u guyz (PAGE Members onli k) it was so so so challenging...a lot of interlocking...fuhh!!!

(Oops.. Sorry for the copy and paste).. BWAHHAHAA

Well, I went back at 6.15am with shahir... went home and straight away to the showers and to bed at 7am... Hab to wake up at 9.30am to teach at Catholic High... Haiz.. I was really draggin myself there.. It was really tiring... I shall not talk much about wat happen in school yeah...

After that, Really had a long thought to think whether i should go for alumni band... Its really horrible.. Was already damn tired and since Whitley was next door, I dont know... Met Beth and ok, i went for band in the end... It was like one of the most boring(iest) rehearsal i've ever been.. I played flute and during the sectional, i just put down my flute and went to sleep while sitting up straight.. And in the end, just combine for a while...BORING!!!

Met danial after that again and as per normal, he was super late... Met him at J8 to teach him theory.. He's doing kinda well actually...

AS of course, after that met dynn, Fiz, Daus, Ghaz AND MAI!!! YEAH!!! It was the bitch club meeting.. It was really fun... We all really had a great laugh while we really really really bitch and gossip and all.. Hahaha... Sorry, cant tell you guys the story.. ONLY FOR BITCHES.. BWAHHAHAHA... Not that serious lah the conversation.. Just having fun and all.. BWAHAHAHAHAHA...

Hey guys... i've nothing to do now and i really really cannot sleep now... kinda bored and i dont even know what to look forward for this 2008...

Just only applied for my NS thingy and have to book a date for medical checkup... My checkup will be on the 25th feb... still got so long way to go yeah??? Bwahahahaha... The thing is i cannot defer on the internet anymore... HOW??? i hab to repeat leh... Think i'll ask my school tmr regarding this matter... This is really kinda irritating... Haiz..

School starting on the 15th Jan... Haiz.... Kinda not looking forward to that day... Suddenly i dont really hab the mood for school.. BUT!! JUST ENDURE!!! Just 1 more year... I can do it!!! Must keep telling that myself... HEHE...

OMS hab been really weird... Too many things have happen... Well... Its better to keep quiet yeah??? NOT!!! Its like after the camp, everyone have been so happy together and sundal.. HAHHA... well, i think its for the better yeah??